Mature.Grow up. Move on.

yun wai said the right thing. im still not mature yet. when he lonely and need mi, i cant always be there. when im lonely and need him beside mi, he cant be here too. our relationship will become like this is because distance. so why dun one of us be mature and let go. rather than being so xin ku and hurt so many time. after hearing what yun wai say, i so call woke up. than i think i will be the one to let go ba. since he always cant make a choice. than i make a move first. althought everytime imagine he with other guy will hurt mi so much. but i just can throw him out of my mind and heart. i wont bother him anymore. but maybe i wish after NS could have a chance to be together. cause no matter what happen, i still love you. but for now, heard he is sick. just hope he will take care of himself and recover. drink more water J. you will always be remembered by ethan. one day, ethan will be back for you. LOVE~