The Feeling Is Back

1st of May is a Labour day and also the day of mi been attached. After the last relationship, i always wanted to love someone again but i could not feel love at all. I was scare, scare that did the last relationship affect mi that much and deep. So have been flirting around and also finding someone that can bring this feeling back to mi. 1st May i found the one. Its back to mi and it feel so good. Love that feeling so much and love him too. Cant confirm will it last long but i will work hard and make it forever. Ethan! Jiayou!

Why?

Just now was looking through the NewsFeed of facebook and got a bad news. Jason's house got rob. Was so shock and worry and scare, but i dunno why i will have that feeling. My heart suddenly pump fast and lots of thought running in my mind. Mood went down and down and down. Gosh~ what happen man. Lots of question i wanna ask. Is he okie? Is bady okie? What about desmond? Beside laptop what are been stolen too? what about desmond? Did he lost anything? Did you make a police report? althought i think that its useless. Im so so worry about him man. But dun dare to ask this question, scare he will be angry. What should i do to remove that thought and feeling? Arghh~! Hope his alright, sure exson will take care of him. Haiz~

Ideal One

Whose my MrRight? Chinese age around 20 to 34. Stocky/Average/Fit Height around 170 to 180. Good Looking Mature Charming Cool Understanding Hardworking Knowledgeable Fun Romantic Sweet. A real man. No sister allow. Will i meet such guy in the future? Or am my expectation too high? No idea. I shall wait than. Chill~

My first time PLAYing !

WOW! Ethan went clubbing man! For the FIRST time. But all of them does not believe that this is the first time Ethan go clubbing. Why?! Do i have the face which say i'm a clubber? NO! and im been give a nick name "Club Kid" ?? what? Ah~ fine than. I will club often in the future than. Haha. No matter, really did enjoy myself and knew lots of new friends. Met up with people who i contact with for long but didn't meet at all. Had lots of fun them, funny guys, cute people, charming n cool dude. Haha. Hmm, first time in the club, dun really know how it works inside. On the dance floor, everyone are just like friends. Was hugging my friends, dancing, jumping. Cool, feels good. But shy, nearly wanting to kiss someone on the lips but i went to kiss the cheeks *blush* haha. Think thats how club is man. Haha. Im coming again~!!! Lastly, thanks Dhas for bringing mi to the club for the first time, hugs~

Beautiful? Ugly?

Everyone has a ugly n beautiful past. But we are moving on to the future, why dun we leave them at the back n be a better person. Dun stop to Love Care n Trust people like you did in the past. Cause this is the things where a HUMAN always do and never stop. Yes, people may have seen the ugly side of you but they will forgive and forget. giving you chance to change. Dun say its hard. Is this two word "Its hard" going to close every of your chance to be a better person? Do you wanna be a better guy for others? We know how tired it is to been through all that. But just need time, take step by step, dun jump into answers now. You wont know what will happen in the future. Since you have thought of being a better one, that's your motivation and more will be coming from people around you who love n care n trust you. They will give you chance to help you to stand up. Pulling you out from those dark place. Putting plaster on you to protect you from germs. Lastly, to friends, they dun need the word thanks from you but they just want to see smile on your face. So, make your day a bright n shine one. Smile^^

Gosh~ Not liking it man. Take care guys.

Fall sick now. Back home early to have my rest. Didn't see doctor, cause were too much people and quite lazy. So headed straight back home. During your ill period, who you want the most to be your at side looking after you? Your mum? Nah~ tough i love her but i want my bf to be there for mi. But looking from a different view, sometimes you will think a bit deeper. Your bf will be busy? Taking care of you, maybe will make him more busy. Rushing here and there. Take care of yourselve and maybe he will see how mature and independent you are. For sure you will feel better. Cheers

His coming!!!

ahhh! his coming! his coming singapore! what should i do? wanna take leave for the both day? wanna meet him? but he wanna meet mi? he free to meet? what im gonna say? what can i do? omg! why?! why are you coming! ahhh! help please! dunno why when receive his msg about he coming to singapore, my heart pump so fast, so so fast. omg omg. ahh! but he also say untill very busy like this, no time to meet like this. than why till wanna tell mi that you coming? aiyoyo. so nervous. erm??? but why i nervous oh? siao de mi, aiyoyo. im dying~!!! T_T